jeneration: April 2008

I’m gonna go ahead and say it, I honestly think I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. So I’m not a millionaire or famous(yet =p), but who cares. I’ve met some amazing people & had some unforgettable experiences the past couple of months. Go ahead and laugh but I think I’ve “found” myself, it may have taken 21 years to get here, but damnit I’ve arrived. I only get one life & I need to make the most of it. I’ve decided to stop over analyzing situations and just live for the moment. If I need to be up @ 6am but there is a show I want to go to the night before in a city 2 hours way, fuck it I’m going. It may not be the most responsible thing to do, but I won’t regret it. i’ve been in a different state the past 3 weekends & loved every second of it. I don’t want to waste my weekends by sleeping in until 2pm and staring @ a tv all day. I want to wake up early enough to enjoy the sun, even if it’s just by sitting outside on my back patio listening to music. Let me just throw this out there, the summer of 2008 is going to kick ass…and take names (hopefully phone numbers too ahaa, sorry I had too)

Anywhosals.

So work. I love my job, I really do. I love the people I work with and I love the environment. But the one thing I do not love is the fact that as of Monday April 28^th, 2008 I officially share an office with…MY MOTHER. I love the lady, she brought me into this world & I’m pretty sure she could take me out, but I cannot share an office with her. I liked having my space…my own four walls. The firm got an associate fresh out of school so he gets his own office. Fair enough. But why me. Why my mother. Why the same room. 15 minutes after moving all of her shit into my office she was already annoying me by shredding 9849384 items; to make matters worse we only have one phone in our office until the other one comes in. This makes my job difficult seeing as I’m the one who is suppose to answer the phone if it rings, how can I do that if she’s on it? Friday the office is doing a major move, my mom & I are moving into my boss’ office, my boss is moving into my mom’s old office and the associate is moving into my office. It’s going to take forever. I bet all of the furniture weighs like a million pounds.

I haven’t talked to ash since about 6….i’m a little worried. Usually we text all day until we both pass out @ night…speaking of the devil she just texted me, that was weird. But whew. One less thing to worry about.

I really miss my sister. She was home about two weeks ago and I saw her for maybe 2 minutes, she was pulling into the driveway and I was leaving for a spring break 08 show in des moines iowa. I feel like I never see her anymore and we never really get to talk since both of our schedules are crazy. We never got along when we were younger. We were and still are complete opposites yet we’re totally alike. We always have a good time together. I think she’s going to some warped shows w/ me this summer, it should be interesting. Stenie if you read this, I’m telling you right now not to wear heels to the shows =p.