just so we understand...

it's all going to catch up to you soon, just you wait.....the things you say, the actions you take. you'll see what you're doing is wrong and that you're hurting everyone around you. who will help dig you out & clean up the big mess you're making? i will i assume. i wish you'd just realize what an awful person you've become.

you live your life like it's some kind of popularity contest & you always have to win. i've left places crying because of you & you know that. figure it out, get it together.





as my horoscope once said:
"you'll finally realize it - you're making someone a priority while they're making you an option"

happy daddys day

Happy daddys day. <3

I don’t know why, but I’m so tired today. I think it might have something to do with the fact that I slept until about 2pm. I use to sleep that late all the time, but for some reason lately I’ve been waking up around 9-10 am on my days off work. Speaking of days off work I really wish I had a day or two off during the week to enjoy the beautiful summer weather and to do summery things, the weekends just fly by so fast.

you know what’s a REALLY good song? Say by john mayer. It’s amazing. That man and his guitar have never let me down. Every time I listen to his music I feel so @ peace. Corny I know. John mayer and colbie caillat need to hook up and make babies for real.

I went to the drive in w/ Josephina & jason last night. It had been at least a good 5 years since I’ve been there. My friend Jason told me it’s the largest drive in located in the Midwest or something. Maybe I should start taking more advantage of it only being 15 minutes from my house. I only paid $8.50 and got to see two movies, the hulk and that new zohan one w/ adam sandler? Needless to say it was a good deal seeing how if you go to a movie theater these days on a weekend or something it’s nearly $10 to see ONE movie.

On Friday I officially took off 6 days in late july/early august to hit up five warped tour dates with Ashley. It should be interesting. I don’t think I’ve ever attempted a road trip as intense as this one may turn out to be. It’s going to be sooo expensive, but I assume worth it.

I’m going to see the frantic @ the metro this Friday w/ sam. I’ve never seen them live before so it should be a treat, plus it’s an 18+ show so I won’t have to worry about trampling the younger generation while I try to get my boogie on. The last time I was @ the metro I spent $60 @ the bar. I think I should have known things were going south once the bartender stopped taking my order and just started making a drink for me as soon as she saw me approaching the bar. My liver hates me.

Q101 is hosting warped tour day or some shit @ great America on the 30^th. I’m totally hitting that up. The audition will be there. They aren’t performing but I guess they are doing a signing or something? Either way I will be very happy to see them. Especially that skinny little white boy with the afro. I am awkwardly attracted to him and couldn’t tell you why.

That’s all for now

Enjoy summer while it lasts!

heat wave.

the a/c is still broken...this office is HOT. yesterday i could deal, today i could die.

i'm drinking a red bull. it was cold @ one point...not anymore.


ohh how depressssing! :(


i want to go see every avenue/just surrender in kentucky this sunday, but gas is expensive. ohh how depressing once again!

milly's getting fixed this week i believe :)
the girl's dad just told me to pick whatever shop i want to take my car to and when they are done fixing her he will go over there and pay. yesssss.


summer 08 is here.
i'm excited.

dramatics and drinks.

she's the type of friend to announce how good and loyal of a friend she is just so people think she is loyal, but the truth is if you have to announce it, it's probably not true. she is the type of girl who tells every story to be over dramatic just so she can get more people interested in her. if someone is not paying attention to her she'll talk louder until they do.

tgif. i need a drink.


hit the lights tomorrow in the chi! hopefully it's as much fun as the spill canvas/sing it loud show last friday. one thing is for sure, i won't be spending $60 @ the bar! :) haha

i hate what we've become.

i am so sick of my parents treating my sister like royalty. i love her, there is no doubting that BUT when did she become ruler of the family?


i'd like to make this very clear mother, she was NOT "sick" on sunday & there was no need for you to baby her all morning. she was hungover. hung-fucking-over. do you care that i was the one that cleaned up her spills and what not friday night? do you care that i let her puke all over my brand new dress in the cab friday night? no, you don't.

ugh, please.

i'm so SICK of people who get to have their cake & eat it too. not funny. not fair. not right. grrrr.

:)

All in all it's the perfect scene and there's not anywhere
that I'd rather be and it's now
now or never when we're chasing our dreams. We're getting
close now don't turn away

stop drop & blog it

First off.

I got a new tattoo =p I wanted something to go along with the heart that’s on the side of my left wrist, so I got this:

I like it :). Honestly it was the most painful out of the three I now have. @ first I was going to get a Monroe piercing, but after getting a few opinions from family and friends plus a great story about a “popping noise” from kellie I decided against it…for now. Haahaa. Ashley got a new tattoo too. she got three hearts on her hip in different blues. It’s pretty =].

Today was my first day in my “new office”. It’s actually not as bad as I thought it would be. I was worried that my mom & I would be on top of each other but we’re not @ all. She has her space & I have mine. The only thing I don’t like is the fact that I feel like I have to run an obstacle course every time I need to greet a client. I have to walk around my desk, out the door; around the table in the hallway yadda yadda…i did pretty well today though. No bruises on my sides from running into things….yet.

Sadly I didn’t make it to the bamboozle. :( I think I’ll live though. Maybe it’s better I saved the money, warped tour here I commmeeeee. Arriba!

I don’t know what else to say besides the fact that my legs are REALLY warm right now from this laptop. Attractive I know. I could use a sweet tea from mickey d’s. I had one today @ work, it hit the spottt.

I’m done for now. Peace.

p.s. check out 1994. Amazing shit.

http://www.myspace.com/nineteenninetyfour

now everything is technicolor?

i love bright colors and tacky items. put those two together and it's a gurantee i'll buy whatever it is (for the right price of course =p). last night @ goodwill i found this:










it was only $2.99, so i bought it. haha. granted it needs a new knob for one the drawers but that's nothing.




today started off really awkward @ the office. =/
my boss just gave me this:


















ahhaaaaa

touch my backstage pass, ride my limousine?

i'm going to make it to bamboozle one way or another this weekend. it's too good to miss. the line up is crazy. bret michaels...uh yes please. i'd go watch his set just to yell "BRET PLEASE KEEP ME IN THIS HOUSE SO I CAN ROCK YOUR WORLD" or something retarded along those lines.

i hate having a big kid job. sitting behind a desk all day. lately my telephone cord & i have been having arguments...aka i keep getting tangled in it, tripping over it, and/or knocking my whole phone set up off my desk.

it looks sunny out. that makes me happy. =p

here's a glamour shot for today since i'm bored in my office haha ;)

Happiness for the win.

I’m gonna go ahead and say it, I honestly think I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. So I’m not a millionaire or famous(yet =p), but who cares. I’ve met some amazing people & had some unforgettable experiences the past couple of months. Go ahead and laugh but I think I’ve “found” myself, it may have taken 21 years to get here, but damnit I’ve arrived. I only get one life & I need to make the most of it. I’ve decided to stop over analyzing situations and just live for the moment. If I need to be up @ 6am but there is a show I want to go to the night before in a city 2 hours way, fuck it I’m going. It may not be the most responsible thing to do, but I won’t regret it. i’ve been in a different state the past 3 weekends & loved every second of it. I don’t want to waste my weekends by sleeping in until 2pm and staring @ a tv all day. I want to wake up early enough to enjoy the sun, even if it’s just by sitting outside on my back patio listening to music. Let me just throw this out there, the summer of 2008 is going to kick ass…and take names (hopefully phone numbers too ahaa, sorry I had too)

Anywhosals.

So work. I love my job, I really do. I love the people I work with and I love the environment. But the one thing I do not love is the fact that as of Monday April 28^th, 2008 I officially share an office with…MY MOTHER. I love the lady, she brought me into this world & I’m pretty sure she could take me out, but I cannot share an office with her. I liked having my space…my own four walls. The firm got an associate fresh out of school so he gets his own office. Fair enough. But why me. Why my mother. Why the same room. 15 minutes after moving all of her shit into my office she was already annoying me by shredding 9849384 items; to make matters worse we only have one phone in our office until the other one comes in. This makes my job difficult seeing as I’m the one who is suppose to answer the phone if it rings, how can I do that if she’s on it? Friday the office is doing a major move, my mom & I are moving into my boss’ office, my boss is moving into my mom’s old office and the associate is moving into my office. It’s going to take forever. I bet all of the furniture weighs like a million pounds.

I haven’t talked to ash since about 6….i’m a little worried. Usually we text all day until we both pass out @ night…speaking of the devil she just texted me, that was weird. But whew. One less thing to worry about.

I really miss my sister. She was home about two weeks ago and I saw her for maybe 2 minutes, she was pulling into the driveway and I was leaving for a spring break 08 show in des moines iowa. I feel like I never see her anymore and we never really get to talk since both of our schedules are crazy. We never got along when we were younger. We were and still are complete opposites yet we’re totally alike. We always have a good time together. I think she’s going to some warped shows w/ me this summer, it should be interesting. Stenie if you read this, I’m telling you right now not to wear heels to the shows =p.

this picture makes me laugh every time I see it. We may not look alike (at least I don’t think so) but you can definitely tell we’re related. Haha

this one was taken this past summer, but it seems like it was taken foreverrr ago.

that's all for today. peace out =p

mi hermana es no aqui.

even if my spanish isn't correct, the point is i miss my sister :( i thought having a huge ass poster of us on one of my bedroom walls would help, it most definitely does not.

working that 9-5

this is my world/view 5 days a week, 8 hours a day. exciting right?

hi guys & dolls.

i think i'm going to join the world of bloggers. if people read it, cool. if not, oh well. =p